How do you cope?

How do you cope
When you dont know what to do?
When you start every day anew,
Wishing you wern't.
how do you live
When your split down the middle?
Part of you wants to be,
But part does not.
How do you stop all the yelling,
When its all you know how to do?
When the tears wont stop comming,
And all you can do is be five agian.
Things seem to tough,
But you've crossed a line you can't go back.
When everything you do turns out wrong;
Good intentions go bad,
And you live your life afraid.
Afraid of new,
Afraid of loss,
Afraid of being alone.
When you can no longer find away to help yourself,
But deny others when they try to help.
When you've lost all hope,
How do you cope?
6-23-04