I Can't Change My Life

I wish I could change my life
but I just can't
I wake up and ask myself what have I done
I am hurt
I am sad
but I just can't change my life
I look like I'm innocent, but I'm not what you think
I tried to hang out with people I thought could help me
but it didn't work
I am hurt
I am sad
but I just can't change my life
People told me they loved me
and they would never leave my side,
but look at me now--I'm nothing with no one, not even God
I wanted to end my life
nobody could help me and I succeeded
Now I'm laying here six feet deep
wondering why I couldn't have
made that one choice, which was God
I am hurt I am sad and I wondered
why I didn't change my life