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| **MAYBE YOU'LL COME BACK RUNNING AWAY FROM THIS CRUEL CRUEL WOLD** ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Sir/Maam You love,you care,you sacrifice...but in return you get a life time scare...(I am the "YOU") They tell things they dont mean thinking that they are fooling you,but in reality they are fooling their selfs by not being able to stay true to their selfs personally,,They just play along,,they talk behind you back when you not arround,,they judge silently without showing(behind closed doors),,they laugh about/at you,,they practice to master their true selfs through you. :( >>What life gives is a fair-chance of unforeseen blessings<< Well...i got nothing blissfull or Good in return but a plate of sh**t filled with pain and true bad intensions. You brake down and lose a part of you,your real being gets disturbed life time...You digest if after wards,you take your time and looked through it,You leave where you belong,you get down on your knees and called up on the NAME of the high one,the creater of life on its own,,,,you cried onto and asked to live everything on HIM. Peace you make. :) Within you a victim remains a surviver,now twice much stronger,sharper,wiser than EVER!.. i have tried and testd and so we live and we learn. To whom it may concern **MAYBE YOU'LL COME BACK RUNNING AWAY FROM THE CRUEL CRUEL WORLD** Kindest DIFFER✍️ |
| DIFFER A name chossen personally,from the differences per human kind.i have tied my mind with a book.i made myself one with each word placed on the book.i lay down each word with pain and fear as an instrument to uplift my consiousness and selfness.i let the pad/pen ink down my story👣🍃 and the internet to be my word voice.my placement of words is awkward but self motivating.I Differ to show and i try not to tell.🤐i witness each loss from my father,his mother,his father and each loss from my mother,s side. •CHANGES weared me like a blanket from(appearance,mentality,self esteem,obsevations,beliefs,Do's, e.t.c •PATHS got changed from the way i chose to live at the time. •BELIEFS got tested when i ended drowning all alone in a cup filled with challenges •DESCIPLINE was still there,but now it was attached to this new negetive energy. 🤕I saw life with my raw eyes ,no one to help you see it in a different way.no one! Laughs and wished came down upon me, No one cares👐.I foresaw that.I pray and seek,i live and learn,I try and test. now i want to Fight and win mentally.. I want to say less and do more,hateless and live more. •i rolled my life together with the weed and someked it.got in a glass pot together with Math and gunlighted it. I gave myself to the drug thinking that i want to distract myself from thinking about the losses,challenges,failures and the present situation..it killed my brain bit by bit,it swallowed my confidence time to time ,it ruled my self esteem to come to the fullest ,i noticed that but was to naive to take charge,i write to seek change on bettering my life,i write to find my self back through the notes,win myself back to learn from my mistakes and down falls...i Differ alot when i Pray and seek..i Differ alot when i write and root my self into this..People wont stop you even if they see your worst,No one will do you good if you fail your self.I lost much of myself but fortunately i can still tell and know that "much lost". Let me try to be better. I know i DIFFER💕🍃 |
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