Aaj phir ek shaam dhali apko yaad krte-krte , pata nahi Q ab ye zaruri Sa Ho Gaya , Ajj Bhi anjan hai ek dusre se, Pr, Hum nahi mante ab ye, Hum jante hai apki, aur kafi karib hai mere , mere sapno Ki uchii udaan ka asama hai app. Na Jane ye kon Sa Dar anadar hi andar khaye ja raha hai, pata nahi ye dar ab zyada satta raha hai. Uss din Puri raat na soye jiss din apne kaha Ki "hum bohot zald apni taswir se apko ru-ba-ru karwayenge". Essa laga zese, zese , Khuda sachh me dua Kabul Karta hai. Kandho pr Bethe mere farishto ne kaha- "dil Ki dua qabul hoti hai, Pr sacche dil Ki dua ka Kabul hona iss qadar lazmi hai zese , Gulab ka mehkna , aftaab ka uggna , aur hawao ka chalna" Aamin Kr Bethe wo farishte mere , jab iss dil ne Kisi khash Ki dua Ki, Me dekh sakta tha, Mere kandho pr Bethe farishto ke aknho me kushi ke aasuu, Me dekh sakta tha, Mere assu, WO assu Jo Khushi me dube thee, Koi saqshh itna itna kash bn betha hai Iss zindagi me , Mano jese abb me jii sakta Hu meri zindagi, Ankhoo me ankhee dal Kr tab tak Apko apni baaho me rakhnege , jab tak, Apka sapna apni aankho me na bhar le. |
#herstory-2 from her shadow, when she saw herself she noticed the same which she saw at that corner, she looks like that shadow, black only black she can see. She afraid from his own body, and she started to accept the reality of this dark corner, and she ran from rays. She ran, and ran, and there was a dark night without the moon and stars. She is not able to do anything, the only thing which she can do – is she can accept the dark. There was no shadow, and there was no her soul, there is only groaning breath, And there was an uncountable reason to hate herself. She run beside that corner. The breath was slow, she can’t breathe well. When the flow of air is slow, there is a voice coming from that corner where she was last ran, she was threaten and ran from that place actually this was the voice of heartbeat of her, but the voice she cannot understand what was the real everything is pseudo, She was just confuse , what she do ? She started to run among the place and strikes to wall, and she fall , she was lean on ground, thirsty , And sudden there was a sound , tip-tip , there was rain outside of window, she reaches to that window, but that window is too high, she jumped and jump, and she was shriek and she try to dabbling her self , she flinch one step away and run aside quickly and then jump, and she succeeded , there is now one only thing which she can fearless, that is water, she saw something outside that window, There was again morning rays coming from that window, this time she is decided to face the fear and live the life beyond the window. And after few days, she cut the window and she was looking herself, she was shocked, she was not black , she can saw the colourful world, she can see the water, she can take a fresh air. She was free, she make her self free, is this again pseudo, or a originally she peer to sky, she peek to that birds which were flying , she was free from that labyrinth. She was dabbling herself in the river, she was beautiful, she can speak now, |
Uss raat ko apse bs durr jaane Ki baat se hum apne ashq nahi Sambhal payye, Hume patta hai - balki bohot achhe tarah se patta hai Ki waqt ke sath sab kuch Badal jata hai, pr us raat shayad ye baat Hume jhuti lagi , shayad kuch chizo ka na badalna hi behtar hota hai, pr hum kahi na kahi ye baat jante hai Ki hum zindagi me wese to kabbi bhi nahi millenge, pr kabhi mill hi nahi sakte essa kabhi honne nahi dene walla me. Apke sath rehne Ki to dua bhi mang rakhi hai humne, Hum bhagvan se kehte hai -"bs hum dono ko aage badhne Ki blessings de,taki jab hum appne bal buute khade,Ho jaye ,to ye aasu Ki baar baar Anne Ki adat ko Hu unki zindagi se thodi khushiya chura Kr in aasuo ko dara denge, Ek baat bataye , apko galle lagana chahte hai, apke sath wo Chandani raat Ki nazare appke sath dekhna chahte hai, apko zyada bore nahi karenge , apko apne kandho pr lekr ghumayenge, ek hi ice cream 🍨 lenge wo bhi chocolate 🍫 chips and usme chocolate sauce bhi add karwa dunga. 😊 And ek hi ice cream 🍨 se rasto pr apni kuch din Ki zindagi jiyenge, apko naak ko bhi daba kar bahot pareshan karenge , aur haaa , hair to me hi apke banaunga, Atta nahi hai banana , because me khud ke hair kabhi dhng se nahi banata Hu, wo to mere dost achhe hai Jo mere shoes 👞 ke lays and hair bana kar dete hai, ha to me kaha tha , aap na mujhe hair plate krna sikha Dena, apko na apni baby 👶 ke tarha rakhunga,wo dream days me. Prr yrr tum to ghar se bahar tak bhi nahi niklti Ho. Apke liye wo din na har din surprise 🎊 day hoga dekh lijiyega. Aye khuda ye sath rehenge hum dono ye dua kabul kar, hum zindagi ji jaye sath Ki. kuch esi kushi dejiyega. Bss kabhi nazar na lage humare iss kuch din ke khwab KO, and humare iss zasbat ko, Bss yar ye ashq nahi Sambhal patte hai jab apse door Jane Ki baar Ho Tb. Bsss nazar na lagge hum dono ke zindagi ko. |
Aamin sweetie pie |
यकसान जस्बात है हमारे, पर कोसो दराज़ है, ये खुद की नौबत है, नज़दीक भी उतने है , जितना दूर है, आपके अल्फाज़ो की शोहबत , तो आपके आवाज़ की आदत पड़ चुकी है, अब एक शाम जो बिना बात के गुज़ार जाये, हम हैरान परेशान से हो जाते है आपके लिए, हमे मालूम है, आप ठीक होती है, पर बार बार आपके हाल जानने को जी चाहता है, बस आपका हाल जानने को जी चाहता है। |
वो कर्मा भी अपना कर्म करेगा , तुझसे मुझको मिलाने की , वो वक़्त की समा को हम दोनों के लिए बनाएगा , बदल देगा तस्वीर दुनिया की, ये कर्मा एसा कर्म कर जायेगा , तू रात होगा मेरा , और दिन में बदल जायेगा , शाम होगी तेरे साथ की, ये वक़्त इतिहास बन जायेगा , हम खुदमे जियेंगे एसे, की फ़रिश्ते खुद इस वक़्त की हिफाजत में लग जायेगा | |
So , yes Just a little step to convey my feelings to you in universal language in ANGREZI – actually English. “it’s like that this eyes are mine but dreams are you , this mind is mine but thoughts are you , this word is mine but feelings are you, who I am and who are you , you are in me , is I am in you? What you are for me, and what I am for you, let’s celebrate the feelings which we have, I don’t know what is good and worst in this That one day when you are with me, it’s just only dream in my heart, And this time this heart is yours, so – do whatever you want to do this with my heart, I am happy that you are far from me, thousands of mile you are far from me but you are linchpin in my life, these months are not just carried a week but they have day and nights and these days and nights are just for you, Just waiting for your sweet voice and a small smile pictures of yours, I want to be with you in your sadness and loneliness because if you are in in emptiness then ,I want to be your smile on your face , I want to kiss you on your forehead and I want to close your eyes in my arms, I want to see you whole night , I want to remove your hairs from your face, I want to plate your hair, I want to touch your fingers, I want to make you beautiful . At sometimes I just sit on corner of my home and pronounce your name and folding my hand and making a wish for you from god. see You are running on that grass and I am following you, you jump from the ground and then come to that grass, you are not like butterfly but you are still jumping, I am still following you, because when you slip from that moist grass , I hold you on me, because I want to take your pain and makes you again jumping on that moist grass, but I want to be with you . with you. # that ladders were very long and also a very long journey , hey ! don’t fear , let’s go for this journey, nothing will happen, if god is in real then we will the winner of this journey, we can do it, I am with you, the god is with us . |
Ajj sham KO recordings bhejne ke baad se hi, mujhe thodi ghabraht si hinne lagi, I don't know what is happening with me, I was just too tensed, achank apko lekr or fikar badhne laggi yrr, mene puchne Ki koshish Ki thi but my internet speed is very poor. . Kesi Ho yrr tum Mujhe bohot tension Ho rahi hai yaar. |
aaj apke alfazo se mulakat hui, to hum khushi se sama na paye, app khudko chpate rahe , aur hum kudko - aap me sajate rahe, appke alfazo ki kimat bhi badhne lagi, zab se dill ne apki rumangi ki hai , kayi lafz naye judde, kyi kam hue, hum intazar bss apke lazo ko, unn intazar me kabhi subha, to kabhi shaaam se raat hue, ye raat ki raza bhi apki wajh se hai, wrna apke sapne se hum dur Q ho, pata nahi kab apki aks ki dedar honge, kab rubaru aapko khudme sajayenge , Pr mohtarma appse bohot shikayat hai hamme,. thodde se naraz bhi hai, aur ha apke shukar_guzar hai , app bhohot hi Anmol or kimati apna khayal rakhiye, . . |
http://sonannyfeelings.blogspot.in/2018/03/is-she-is-like-this.html is she is like this (chapter 2) |
Kitni complicated zasbat hai yrr hamare bich. Kabbi tumhari batte yaad atti hai , to dusre time kabhi essa lagta hai hum galat hai, pr ab hum clear hai, na galat hai na kuch sahi hai, bss aapp hai to humari ye zasbat hakikat hai wrna, ek subhahh Ki raat bbi hoti hai, Apkka intazar krna abb humari life ka shayad sabse best daring dreams me se hai, ek baat kehna chahte hai aapse, Apko hum sacch me bohot pareshan karenge jb app sath hongi , app naraz naa Ho essi kasam hum pehle hi le lenge, Appkke kandho prr apna sir rakh Kr ek wakt to apni nindd Puri karenge hum. Appke ruuh Ki kaya bn jayenge, apke udasi ke ka sayaa bn jayenge, agar app sad to hum extra sad , and I know tum hame udas ya mayus nahi dekhna chahti, hum sathh ek khulle aasman ke niche Bethenge aur jb tak koi sitara nahi tut jaye tb tk Bethenge , ek sath uss tute sitare se khwashish mangenge, ek dusre ke khwahish mangne pr sitare bhi confuse Ho jayenge I am sure, Dekha lee aaye na apke face pr smile, Abb aankhe band krne Ki zarurat nahi hai, Apke aas pass hi hai dekhyega Zara, kahi pehchan na le,, pr aap nahi dhund payengi humme, Dariye nahi Hum nahi aayenge appke samne , bss appke sath hi hai, ap to hame dhund hi nahi payenge, Hamme Kisi Ki nazar na lagge yrr, essi dua kareyega, Apke karib dekhiyega |