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A blog to house my musings, curiosities, and fascinations. |
Happy June, all! It'll be in the 80s and 90s this weekend and all next week, which I am very excited for. I plan to spend many hours on the boat and in the lake ![]() I completed the "Promptly Poetry Challenge (2024-2025)" ![]() Here's what I wrote in May:
In June, I just need to make sure I enter a contest for "The Contest Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() I hope you are well and can enjoy the weather where you are! Happy Summer, -Emily ![]() ![]() |
I moved again! I moved into my own place which was quite hectic, but I'm so glad to be here. ![]() ![]() ![]() Here's what I wrote in April:
In May, I will: Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Have a good one, -Emily ![]() ![]() |
March was one of the best months for me in recent memory. So many good and exciting things happened including signing a lease on my own place (finally!). I get to move again and be with my puppy full time. I haven’t landed a new job yet, but I have more prospects coming up. It’s just a grind going through the interview process over and over again. Oh, and my new relationship is progressing well ![]() Here's what I wrote in March:
In April, I will: Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() Have a good one, -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Thankfully, February has been a lot better on all fronts than the previous few months. I started going to therapy and have an interview for a new job coming up that I'm very excited about. Things are settling down and I have things to look forward to, including a new relationship, which is very exciting. ![]() Here's what I wrote in February:
In March, I will: Read: For "Angel Product Reviews" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Best, -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Things are slowly settling down and getting back to somewhere closer to normal. Things are still rough, lots of change going on, but I think there are good changes coming in February, so that will make it all worth it. You can tell by my writing the last month that I've been a bit down and out of sorts:
In February, I will: Read: For "Angel Product Reviews" ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() Fake it 'til you make it, -Emily ![]() ![]() |
It's been tough to write recently. Things in my personal life are shifting rapidly, and I'm in a constant state of unease. I feel on edge and frazzled and overwhelmed often, so writing is taking a bit of a back seat at the moment. Today is my 26th birthday, but it doesn't quite feel like a birthday. Work has been brutal, even through the holidays, so that wasn't fun at all. I'm feeling just generally out of sorts and really unlike myself. I hope the new year will bring some positive changes for my mental state. Here are the things I was able to write:
In January, I will: Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() Be well, -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Wow. Is anyone else having trouble believing that December is already here? I feel like November was one of the worst months for me this year for various reasons... I just hope December will be better, calmer, more joyous, and predictable. November was a wild ride ... in a bad way. I wasn't able to be on WDC as often as I normally am, but still managed to write a few things:
In December, I will: Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Be well, -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Entry in the contest:
Syllables: 24 Lines: 6 Prompt Word: Ominous ![]() Ominous streets before the storm – boarded windows is the new norm. What comes next is anyone’s guess. ~ ~ ~ |
November is here! We are now entering my favorite time of year ![]() In October, I wrote a lot because I was doing "Promptly Poetry Challenge (2024-2025)" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() For the "Promptly Poetry Challenge (2024-2025)" ![]()
For the "Invalid Item" ![]()
Representing the "Witches of Ravenclaw" ![]() ![]()
Fifteen poems for "Resurrection Jukebox" ![]()
And one sexy thing for the "Invalid Item" ![]()
In November, I will: Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Okay. I had to allow myself a day to process ... this. This color. This title. This recognition. This honor. This privilege. Honestly, a day was not enough because I'm still feeling completely overwhelmed and shocked. Happy, of course, but just ... wow. I can't stop looking at my portfolio ![]() ![]() ![]()
It doesn't look real! If I just glance at it, it looks like someone else's blog. That's been happening to me more than I care to admit ... I posted the prompt over at the "30-Day Blogging Challenge ON HIATUS" ![]() ![]() ![]() So, enough about that ... I have people to thank! First and above all others, thank you to the lovely The StoryMaster ![]() ![]() ![]() Next, I have to shout-out the brilliant group of ladies I'm fortunate to share this honor with. Quilli ☕ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Finally, thank you to all you generous folks for the rad celebration! All the newsfeed posts, C-notes, badges, emails, texts even! You know who you are ![]() ![]() ![]() I did some portfolio cleaning today, and found it funny how many things I've written in the last few months related to the color blue ... ![]() ![]()
Thank you for reading and hit me up if you have mod-related questions. ![]() ![]() ![]() -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Happy 20 Years, WDC! What a huge accomplishment! It hardly seems real that this site has been around for a full 20 years. That is AGES in internet time! Before we get to the monthly listing, I have to share a little bit about the big thing I just did. I ... got a tattoo! A big one on my thigh. It is a memorial portrait of my dog Buddy who passed away three years ago in August of 2017. Here are some of the things I wrote about him: "In Memory" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() In August, I wrote:
In September, I will: Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Happy September! -Emily ![]() ![]() |
July was a huge success for me. First, I paid off a big chunk of my student loans so I only have about $4,000 left to pay. I also got a raise at work, lost 10 pounds, and wrote A LOT! I mean ... WAY more than I normally write in a month. The things I wrote in July are listed below ![]() First, I open my little book, grab a pen, and write the prompt or topic of the poem. Whatever it is that I’m supposed to be writing about. Then, I start doing some word association and word vomiting everything the prompt makes me think about. Often, interesting phrases emerge in this stage, but nothing concrete. When the word vomiting is finished, I read through the random phrases I’ve jotted down and underline things I think are good. Sometimes I’ll draw arrows between different thoughts that might connect. Then, I’ll usually write the lines I liked on a new page in my book and add more structure to the thoughts. If new phrases come to me at this stage, I include those as well. Usually, at this point, the theme and story of the poem starts to emerge. I’ll start writing numbers in the margins to indicate if the line should belong at the beginning of the poem, middle, or end. I’ll also draw arrows and add more connecting words to start stringing the poem together. At this point, I’ll rewrite all the lines again in their new order and including the additional words. Now, the poem is nearing its final stage. I’ll type it on my computer, adding line and stanza breaks where appropriate and punctuation. Usually, I’ll let it sit for a while (few hours) before coming back to re-read it. I’ll edit my punctuation and word choice at least twice before posting to WDC. With this method, I feel less pressure at the beginning and it allows me to start writing even if I don’t know what I’ll write about. It is also a fairly fast process, quite different from how I used to write, laboring endlessly over a single line to make it perfect before moving on. How I write now allows the full picture to come out first and then find order on the page. And it’s working! Here’s what it helped me write in July:
In August, I will: Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Contest Challenge Catch-Up: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() Be proud of yourself! -Emily ![]() ![]() |
I don't understand how half of 2020 is over already. I must be getting old. Before getting into this, I need to take a moment to thank the entire Quills team for putting on the 2019 Quill Awards ceremony last month (read the ceremony notes here: "Quill Ceremony Notes" ![]() ![]() I was blessed to receive 3 Quill wins, 3 Honorable Mentions, and place as a finalist in 2 additional categories. Notably, "Callused Hands" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() And this shiny is pretty sweet too ![]() ![]() In June, I managed to keep up with the "Promptly Poetry Challenge (2024-2025)" ![]()
In July, I will: Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Review: ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Catch-Up: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Contests to use if nothing is open ▼ Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Do something that inspires you, -Emily ![]() ![]() |
I don't know what to say. I feel nauseated. If you know where I live, you know what I'm talking about. I have no words and feel gut-wrenching pain and horror at the state of everything going on right now. I'm overwhelmed and terrified. And that's all I'll say about that because I've already cried enough these last few days. In May I wrote:
My emotions are clearly fueling my writing. In June, I will: Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Catch-Up: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Contests to use if nothing is open ▼ Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() Take care of your mental health. -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Entry in the contest:
Character Count: 137 It's dawn when I drift to sleep to the quiet patter of rain. Her shivers finally still, she rests - a warm fur nest in my lap after the storm. ![]() |
Hello hello hello! I've been working from home for seven weeks now and honestly .... I'm settling in fairly well. Besides the fact that I have less work to do, I still have enough to keep me occupied, and I'm making good progress on long term projects that would have otherwise been put on the back-burner. I have my standing desk set up in the house, which I absolutely love. I also love that I don't have to put on "work clothes" to go to work. I can get out of the shower and immediately go to my desk and start working. Okay ... head out of the gutter, people. I have PJs on! My dogs are also thrilled I'm home all the time now. I don't know how they are going to cope when I have to go back to the office. My job has been very accommodating with allowing everyone to work from home, and I think it might be the new normal for many of us. I can do everything I need to do from home, it saves me time, and I'm still productive, so what's the harm? I think many good things will come out of this crisis including more virtual meetings (less wasted travel time and carbon emissions) and more lenient remote working policies, especially for people with young kids and new parents. I also think there is opportunity for many folks to pursue activities that will better themselves. With so many "bored in the house, in the house bored," new hobbies could be formed, new workout routines, new family bonding activities, and so much more. We can still be productive during this time, and I hope we take advantage of it. Anyway, let's get into the goals: In April, I only wrote one thing and didn't get to enter all the contests I had planned to:
In May, I will: Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I need to make a plan for catching up in the "The Contest Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Contests to use if nothing is open ▼ Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Take care! -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Well... the world certainly has changed since my last entry. I've been working from home for the past 3 weeks due to the stay at home order in my state. COVID-19 pandemic is still ramping up, and the uncertainty is really hard to deal with. Anyway, I don't want to go on a rant ... I'm still doing well, but this new normal is very strange overall. Let's talk about some good things. In March, I wrote:
In April, I will: Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Take care! -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Yesterday was February 29th - Leap Day! The reason we have this monthly extension of our shortest month is to synchronize the Gregorian calendar with the solar year – without it we would lose six hours every year. ![]() ![]() "30-Day Blogging Challenge ON HIATUS" ![]() Happy March, all! It really felt like February flew by! Or maybe it leaped by ![]() I took my headphones and plunked myself in a corner desk in the library facing a wall and tuned the whole world out for 5 hours. And I did get a lot done! I'm almost done with this grant I'm writing, but it's all feeling a little fruitless because I'm not even sure we'll qualify for it. I was somehow looped into writing it on behalf of 5 or 6 of our partners, but the deadline is March 11th, and so much needs to happen before then, that I'm not sure we'll get it done. So I fear the work I put in will all be in vain. All that extra stress I put on myself to follow through and keep in everyone's good graces even though I think we don't have a chance to get the funding. It's more about not failing than actually succeeding. Anyway, I still have the deliverables and budget spreadsheet to do today, so I'll put at least a few more hours into it and then be able to pass it off on Monday. Get it off my plate. In summary, my leap day was spent facing a blank wall for 5 hours getting ahead on work tasks that I think won't amount to anything. At least the day doesn't count, right? ![]() ~ ~ ~ Now, let's talk successes and goals. In February, I managed to write a few things:
It took me a long time to be able to write that second one, but I think I did a lot of healing while in Hawaii that was helpful to let that pain go. In March, I will: Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Take care! -Emily ![]() ![]() |
Hello WDC! This start of the month blog post is a little late because I just returned home from a two week vacation to Hawaii! It was my dad's and grandfather's big birthday bash, so my bf and I spent a long time there with family, which was really rejuvenating. ![]() ![]() ![]() Okay, moving on to your regularly scheduled programming. ![]() In January, I wrote a few things (one of which already won something cool ![]()
As always, I have a few goals for February Read: For "CLOSED!The Monthly Reading Challenge" ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Enter Contests: ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Continue Regular Commitments: ![]() ![]() ![]() Yay! (I think I'm still on ![]() ![]() -Emily ![]() ![]() |