It is too late for me to have a happy ending where I ride off into the sunset in love full of hope. That is just not in the cards for me. I am only hoping to get my story out there so others may use it as a road map of sorts and avoid some of my pitfalls. My tales are true and will come from my recollections alone. I will try and be as accurate as possible. Forgive me if some parts may be hard for me recall.