Knowing some of the things I know can lead to a breakdown. I write to let my feelings show and to hide what I have found. Sometimes it is saddening despite the happy lines. I know that much of what I write makes me cry. I've hurt before myself and others and it's killing me. So I must write if only to keep my sanity. Check out LadyRose , Poetic Dragon , abandonedwish , darksaint , pittyfull heart , 357 , YouBeMyDetonator . Also "Star Shaped Scars"  [13+], "A Dream"  [13+] and a clever one: "Invalid Item"  . I just bought an Upgraded Membership for a year! THANK YOU WDC FOR THE 50% DISCOUNT! I am inspired :)