My Brother passed away on 8-7-18 My Birthday was 8-9.The police say he Broke his own neck that he committed suicide.He was 35 his birthday was 9-30 so he was to turn 36.I love my brother,,He is my friend. We looked just alike.We could be twins.It is eerie when I look in the mirror after he passed .I had to cover the mirrors up with lace table cloths . I did not go to his wake,Are his funeral. I did not want to see him like that .I was married I left my husband the last week of Aug,.I will be writing about this more in a short story .I was so in love with my husband.He told me my brother loved me so much that he took my place in death.