Hello, Some years ago my fiance canceled our wedding. I found that the best way to cope was to put to words every little idea that caused me anguish. Once I had words for the barb it could only be pulled out by writing it down. Nobody need to read it and most of what I read was thrown away but I have been writing ever since in the same manor. I have been endeavoring to write a half dozen novels and I have been making notes, sketching and planning each of them carefully but I am having trouble getting started with the real writing. I spend all day in front of a computer. I am an old soul who love classic literature and movies.