Paper Feelings and Pen Knives

Passion in each word,
Spoken or never to be heard,
I don’t think you’d like to hear everything,

I killed you,
Closed the book; adieu,
Crushing your existence and my fury,

Suffering so vast,
Simply a paper contrast,
The pen puncturing my pain, I only bleed ink,

Lies: Everyone does,
I file mine because,
Look if you want, but yours are there too,

Love or left?
Contentment and bereft,
They lay in the paper sheets, sleeping,

Lustful secrets,
Love exposed and undressed,
I don’t kiss and tell, at least not to you,

Hopes and Dreams,
Start on paper of all things,
Wishes I’d never waste a penny on,

Things I never told you,
Occurrences I’ve gone through,
The lines like bars holding them to the paper,

Just words to you,
Everything, written in my view,
All inside the pages of my journal