Good-Bye

I can not believe it took me all this time to open up my eyes.
But with a lot of thought and advice I finally realize,
you never loved me like you said.
You were just playing games with my head.
I love you so much and it got me no where.
I tried so hard but you did not care.
People told me that I had to let you go.
Did I listen? No!
I thought that eventually you would see,
That no one will love you more than me.
I tried my best to win your heart.
Even after you tore mine apart.
After we broke up, you became my best friend.
I never thought that too would end!
I always thought that you were the one.
I never thought that we would come “undone”.
You made me think that you would always be here, some how.
I want to know, where are you now?
I said that I would be here forever and I really thought that too.
But I am getting tired of holding on to you.
There is no love, trust, or respect,
There is only pain, and neglect!
There is nothing between us anymore.
So what would I possibly hang around for?
I guess all good things really do come to an end.
You do not love me and we can’t be friends.
The good outweighed the bad for a while.
You always managed to make me smile.
Then something happened, things went wrong.
One day you were my best friend, and then the next day you were gone.
You found her and forgot about me.
After 6 years, how can I not be at least a memory?
Do you even think about all the things we had.
I don’t think you do and that makes me mad!
A lot has happened in the past 6 years.
Some things caused laughs, some things caused tears.
I would have never turned my back on you.
For you there was nothing I wouldn’t do.
But none of it meant a damn.
You’re with her
and here I am.
I am sick of crying over you.
What I am about to say is long over due.
I sat down and had my one last cry.
It’s truly time to say goodbye!