Forgive Me

Forgive Me

I wish I knew how to deal with this feeling.
That brief moment when the puzzle was complete.
But now it's falling apart like pieces of the ceiling.
All I have to say now is I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for what I did.
I'm sorry for what I could have done.
I'm sorry for what I didn't do.
I'm sorry for what I have done.

Searching through all the records held inside my mind.
I haven't felt this way ever in my life.
I can't explain it, it just feels like a knife through the heart.
No matter what the pain I'm still sorry.

I'm sorry that you said yes.
I'm sorry that you were scared.
I'm sorry that we did this.
I'm sorry to have ever loved.

What do I write about now, since you have left me?
It's hard to dwell on the image that is your face.
All the feelings that surge bring emotions I cannot bare.
Emo or not, what I have to say stands.

I'm sorry for not being there.
I'm sorry I didn't make you feel.
I'm sorry for what I said.
I'm so sorry, I wasn't the one.

Forgive me, that's all I ask of you.
Forgive me, for not loving you.
Forgive me, for your wasted days.
Forgive me, for the words you never said.