Hated by everything

So dark,
So Cold,
My body trembling,
Every bit. Uncontrolled,
I hear the walking,
Races through my heart,
Not knowing what’s going to happen,
I have to make a start,
Before you get to me,
Before you do more harm,
I’m not going to let you,
I’m cutting my arm,

I wonder if you will see me,
While im in the process,
Of my beautiful suicide,
No longer a dream,
You make it seem,
Such a waste,
It’s a pity,
I have bruise's on my face,
I was so beautiful,
So young,
Full of hope,
Now look what I’ve become,
Someone for you to torture,
Someone for you to hate,
I’m sick of the scars,
My wounds never heal,

I want to die alone,
Without you in my thoughts,
Give me this chance, to erase you from my memory,
I don’t think it’s going to happen,
I hear the key turning,
It seems so loud,
You’re gripping my hair now,
And you seem very glad,
And now your doing it to me,
While im dying on the floor,
Reminding me one last time,
That im a whore.