Fall to my knees

I fall to my knees as the world spits upon my feet and laughs in my face, for once again it has captured my soul within the black, everdeepening pit that is my sorrow and pain. The lies consume my mind, engulfing my thoughts of encouragement and replacing them with false guilt and shame until my self-confidence is but a fading entity in the deepest depths of my mind and soul. I am reduced to a but a feeble being, forced to go on living in a world of such hatred and dispair. I am left with nothing.. nothing but the word of my Father and what tiny bit of faith that still lingers within.. and in an instant I realize that with such weapons, my power is unfathomable. I will not let the demons of Hell conquer my soul. I may fall into the pit, but my Father will be standing there to help my out of it. I may be blinded by pain and buckled over on my knees in agony, but I will see and stand again. My flesh may fade away I my memory may be lost forever, but my spirit will forever live on in the LORD, my GOD. I will stand and fight until I have taken my last breath upon this hateful and wretched world that wishes only to deprive me of the life that is but a waiting period until I get to go home.