When I enjoyed Saturdays with my favorite sorrel mare. |
SORREL-RED SATURDAYS February 19, 2005 I walk around in this beaut weather thinking how I remember when Saturdays were sorrel-red. They were sixteen hands tall, full of the devil, and something unknown. Now they are like the dead things from far away that only roll over in propinquity. They lay under cold stone and beneath glacier rocks that sit upon bluffs with the sun on their shoulders and shade at their feet. They grow along the roots of trees and take loose apples for lunch as they spoil in the grass and fester in the palm of Autumn. These were the days that shimmered in running water, took fright at movement in the corner of the eye and trembled before cranes that towered overhead like gremlins. They came with gravel streets and frantic geese and yappers who broke the peace then flung their bottoms to the ground so they could lift a hind leg to scratch behind a floppy ear. They cringed between bumpers and ambushed from flowers while the static played on a window sill and cages squawked and threw parrot feathers out to freedom. They were the days lost in mud and flattened by ice and overthrown by balance. Now the ballparks are free of frolic and warm leather and hanging buck-stitching where heels battled for weight, and the trails are only paths of winding dirt that lead nowhere. Here there are no seasons. No blistering mornings or leaf-pushing winds or kibbled litter on opal ground. The fields lay barren before the camera of my mind and the tables are empty of elbows and the benches are free of mounters and the long gramineous stretch is free of rolling croups and red legs scrambling against the sky to race the clouds. Perhaps Saturdays are still sorrel-red, somewhere. |