The Ritual

At night, there are moments when my mind starts to wander. Usually, at these times, my mind falls into the dark pit of sexual thoughts. These thoughts make me feel a deep tingling sensation in between my thighs. I start to feel a little wet, but I like the feeling.
My hand often wanders down in between my thighs after rubbing them for a little bit. My fingers slide against my pussy, then I slowly run two fingers in between my pussy lips, just feeling my wet smoothness.

I've often learned that I can touch a certain spot on my pussy that sends chills up & down my spine. This spot makes me feel exhausted, relaxed, & in need of more. Usually, I'll start to rub that spot in slow, circular motions, then I'll speed up to a pace that my hand will allow.

The thoughts I get in my head at this point are thoughts of you & me, laying in bed together. I can almost feel your body laying gently on top of mine. At this point, I slide a finger down & slowly insert it into my tight hole. My mind pictures you sliding your thick cock deep inside of me gently. A moan slips from my breath & my eyes close from pleasure.

I'll normally take my other hand & slide it down my cheek, down my neck, down my chest & then slide my hand over one of my breasts. This is where my fingers start to touch & pull on my nipple. I've learned that this is very pleasurable. I think about your teeth biting into my nipple & I can feel it's hardness between my fingers.

After tugging on my hard nipple, I then slide my hand down my stomach & put it on my thigh as my other hand is slowly fucking my tight pussy. I slowly slide another finger inside of me & my mind starts to think of your cock going in & out of me even rougher. By this time, my two fingers has became three & the pace gets faster.

My other hand slides in between my thighs as well, & I start to rub my clit with my finger roughly as my other fingers is going deep inside my pussy harder. They get faster & I imagine the speed of your cock going faster & faster, deeper with every thrust.

I shove my fingers deeper inside of me & put my knees up. This usually allows me to push up against my fingers, which causes the feeling to be far more intense. I start to bite my bottom lip & my moaning has because a constant thing, getting louder with each thrust of my fingers. My other fingers start rubbing on my clit even faster & rougher, pulling on it every now & then, sometimes even pinching it. That feels really great a lot of times.

I push my fingers deeper into my tight pussy. They go deeper with each insertation. I can almost feel your cock inside of me, stretching my pussy to fit around your cock but feeling so pleasurable that I beg you for more. I beg you to keep going. I think of your cock as I thrust myself up against my fingers. If you were there at that moment, I'd be thrusting up against your cock, pushing it even deeper inside of me.

My teeth dig deeper into my bottom lip & I start rubbing my clit faster. My other fingers sink deeper into my pussy, going as deep as they can. I close my eyes & moan, almost scream, as I feel my pussy getting tighter. It's tightening around my fingers cause me to go harder. My knees buckle & a warm flow of juices roughly push out of my pussy onto my fingers. I moan so loudly & take a deep breath of relief.

By now, I can imagine your thick cum shooting inside of me, then I can feel your soft lips kiss mine as you slowly get off of me & lay beside me. I take my fingers out of my pussy & slide them to my lips. I'll rub them over my lips, lick my lips, then take my fingers & shove them into my mouth & suck on them roughly, tasting my sweet, hot cum.
I slide my hand down to my nipples & squeeze them tightly, just for one more tingling pleasure, then I close my eyes & fall into a deep sleep & dream of your cock, once again, fucking my tight pussy. By the time I wake up, I'm wetter than I was before I went to sleep & I usually repeat the process.