Ich Stehe Alleine

My reason for living is gone.
Oh dear God what have I done?
Whatever happened to never-ending love?
I was floating high like a dove.
Now my world has fallen apart.
The fighting and the hate is breaking my heart.
How long until I am okay?
Even after all that he did to me,
after he left me so empty,
I still love him anyhow.
Everything just feels so pointless somehow.
Maybe I should just give up.
Why shouldn’t this misery stop?
Its funny…my body feels totally numb,
like every nerve has gone dumb.
My soul is soaring through the sky,
searching for that hidden place in which to die.