Surprise, surprise, another sad story of mine! :( |
I shudder at your shadow slipping over me I cringe and cry and crawl back into the unrelenting wall There’s so much hatred in your eyes, I wonder if you can see me Do you even care about my broken body at all? My throat is crushed; I can barely breathe My eyes are swollen shut; I can’t see if you’re gonna hurt me more or leave You broke both of my wrists because I tried to fight back What did I do this time to deserve such a brutal attack? I can’t move my leg; I tried to lift it and almost screamed But don’t worry, I know better, oh god, please don’t keep hitting me! The patches of pain will fade to black and blue I sob to myself and wonder how you can be so cruel I want so badly to just leave this terrible place Have all my painful memories erased But I can hardly move, so I lay my head down on the floor and admit defeat The pain is so intense, I can’t even imagine trying to get to my feet I look around and hope to see a phone, my eyes barely open But then I realize that’s what you took out of the room before you came to me; I don’t know why I even let that one bit of hope in My heads drops back to the floor and I suffer silently The only reassuring thought is that this can’t last forever, My body will soon be too far gone to go on and I can finally be free |