Do you really think

Do you really think
I want to live this way
trying to kill myself
more than once a day
Do you really think
I don't want to change
Well it's hard to do
though easy to say
Do you really think
that I want to be dependent
I'm addicted, attached, devoted
It's not that easy to end it
Do you really think
I don't know I have a problem
Trying to stop them
but never ocmpletely solve them
Do you really think
that I don't cry when I'm alone
Scared of life and death
Afraid to go home
Do you really think
that I have no reason to bleed
That I just want attention
that off your sympanthy I feed
Do you really htink
that you're never wrong
If you would only listen
My stories not that long
Do you really think
that you know everything about me
and the words i speak are lies
that i'm here to decieve

well you're wrong