razor beloved

Give me a razor blade
So that I may scratch my wrists;
For they itch like no other.
My eyes fill with mist...
She ripped out my heart
Again and again,
And tore it apart
without looking in...
How alone was I to be?
The most painful torture yet...
Why'd it have to be me?
I lived with no regret.
But now I regret it all;
loving you so much.
I would rather fall
Than feel your lifeless touch.
Now I know what to do;
I didn't need you afterall.
I am fuckin through!
You can watch me fall...