Saw truth hidden in my wife's eyes prior to divorce. This was my "venting" |
BEHIND HER EYES Emotional breakdown far from easy With everything you say there to tease me Fighting fall with tooth and nail Fruitless action - I still will fail Trying quietly to unlock this riddle Mental state growing much more brittle Don't know what today will bring Wanting truth to finally ring Can't see the light or the tunnel Feed more lies - I'll hold the funnel Can't break free of your prison Forgotten how to make my own decisions Wish your face I would not analyze But see the truth behind your eyes Want to see my own reflection See only shadow of your deception Want your heart to hold me high Know that you don't - it's all a lie HE is the one that made you FEEL Reality is bending - this can't be real Cruel realization I don't want to face But you have brought me to this place Sometimes wish I still was blind Wish your lie I did not find Hard to smile and laugh out loud When feel like child lost in crowd Wheels are spinning - stuck in rut Blood still seeping from this cut See your lie has now grown bold Watched your love become cold When you speak don't know what's real Wish it was I who made you FEEL. |