thinkin

So many thoughts run through my head;
I just wanna hide and retreat to my bed.
I try not to think about all the shit thats gone wrong,
but I seem to be singin the same fuckin song.
I run myself ragged and then I keep goin;
The fatigue on my face is undeniably showin.
I got a lot of emotions pelting my brain;
God, it feels like I'm on fuckin permanent drain.
Depression sucks and I'm feelin it now;
I got one question and that is "how"?
How did I let you get to me?
Your sting is so callous, it's worse than a bee.
I'm done with you, I fuckin quit;
You know damn well, you're not worth it.
So, goodbye you fucker, here's my final adieu;
Bite that shit off and try to chew.
You took too much and gave back little,
but I'm strong now, no longer brittle.
So, don't come back, cuz you'll get the door.
Goodbye forever, I don't want no more.