Scars of Hate

I'm lost in darkness
I see no light
The pain is enlarging
I've no will to fight

I wait for the monster
To swallow me whole
I wish not live longer
Please, take my soul

I listen intently
I can hear every word
I lean in so gently
And fall off the earth

No one takes notice
That I've disappeared
No laughter, no tears
Not one single word

I watch from above
And look at each face
I see my one love
Please, take me away

His face filled with numbness,
He lies on his bed
The gunshot is silenced
Blood pours from his head

Tears fall from my eyes,
Closed tight to erase
He deserved none of this,
He's too good for this place

I've become blind
By the tears of my soul
I wish I could hide
But I can't, and I wont

This is too real,
I cut with a knife
Too deep to heal
For, I've ruined my life

I somehow feel better,
Quite numb as I wake
My scars turn to letters
The letters spell "Hate."