Confusion

These thoughts of anger and rage
Are trying to take over my mind
Haunting me day and night
Making me want to go blind
I use to see the world in color
And see the beauty in my life
Now everything has turned dark
And the tension can't be cut with a knife
Thoughts of evil, thoughts of revenge
Race through my mind night and day
I'm screaming inside begging it to stop
But the voices won't go away
Am I completely losing my mind?
Going mentally insane?
Or is this just another affect
of the love that turned to pain?

8-27-99