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by Nicole Author IconMail Icon
Rated: 18+ · Poetry · Emotional · #721374
wrote this when i was up late one night all angry and sad and confused
Hey I hope you like being alone!!
I hope you enjoy the feeling of being left out in the cold

And when that day comes…

I’ll watch crawl and cry and plead and beg
Feel that. It’s called pain. Do you remember what you said
When you said “I don’t want you in my life”
No?!
Well bitch I don’t forget!
You got what you wanted
At the end of the day
Why would someone like you
Want someone like me
As a friend, anyway?
But now where did all your friends go?
You push them too far away??
People won’t wait forever for you
So deal now with all your mistakes
It's funny. Here we are again
Only now I’m in control
If I was true to myself I’d leave you here to die alone
But I believe “do onto others…”
Something you never did
All those times I promised I’d be there for you
Like you ever gave a shit!!
We were young-just out of high school
And I wanted you to like me so much
I loved to see you smile
I wanted to say I love-
Wait just a second
That’s not the way it goes
I DID say I love you
You just didn’t want to know
I remember the day. It keeps replaying in my mind
If it was death or my friendship
You’d sooner choose to die
Well look at you now
Do you have any regrets??
Have you learned anything?
Have you grown up yet?
Do you respect others’ feelings??
What about yourself?
Thoughts are racing now
I could have you anyway I want
Make you act out all the actions I could never act upon
But as I look at you and your tears start to fall
I realize that I really do love you
Always have always will
My feelings for you haven’t changed
In spite of everything in the past
I can’t hurt you even if I could
Or should? No I could never do that
I’m going to give you another chance
I want to see where this takes us
Of you that’s all I ask…


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