My Protector

Uh oh.
You've angered her.
You've rattled her cage.
You've teased her using fear as bait.
I've warned you,
Don't bother her,
Don't push her buttons,
You don't want to deal with her.
But this time you've gone to far.
You've mangled her trust and broken the lock.
You love me, I know you do.
But there are some things that I lack.
Are you seeking them in someone else?
Well prepare yourself cause you're about to meet a side of me that no one has seen before.
A part of me that I have caged to my best ability for years of past loves.
And now she is raged with anger.
She is breaking free of her chains and clawing her way out.
I can feel the burn of her scream in the back of my throat.
It is blood curdling and sets my own hair on end.
She will kill us both should she be loosened from the quietness I have cast upon her.
Closer she comes with every breath I try to swallow.
Don't speak.
Not another word.
Her presence is too close.
If she hears you she will tear you down.
She will maim you so you are unable to hurt her anymore.
She will put up a barrier between you and I so that you cannot harm me.
Please don't judge her.
She is only trying to protect me.
She is tearing out my insides but with out her I am lost, vulnerable, abused.
She is my pet and I need her.
She is jealousy and she will always hate you.