written december 2018 |
the words come tumbling out faster than fast, headed south barely able to control what utterances pass my lips try to navigate where my head's gone, how many klicks follow the sound of the constant chatter the perpetual buzz that persists through each chapter a constant static haze hissing deeply in my skull and when i close my eyes i can see it all i can see the sky moments before it begins to fall the light blue and the stark white of clouds everything slowly goes dark as the black begins to claw its way in the clouds are the first to go, becoming darker than night oozing down viscous black fluid, filling the streets with fright and as the sky itself loses it's blue everything else becomes a much darker hue the atmosphere becomes thick as it melts thoroughly coats the skin in its inky darkness a deep rumbling sets through the cloying the vile sky tar feels as if its clawing the very air itself is smothering squeezing the breath from your lungs you try to escape, but don't even pass the ladder's first rung and then without warning, everything inverts spine hits the ceiling, chest about to burst try to pick yourself up but the vitriolic tar keeps you firmly in place the clawing, itching feeling grows far deeper thousands of tiny needles trying to force their way from your skin maggots writhing in your skull jagged, crisscrossed, mismatched lines cover your vision the lines grow bolder everything is black now the tar has spread across your body butterflies in the darkened distance there are butterflies wings lightly flapping, devouring the remnants of light and once the light is gone they ignite soaring through the endless black like a firelight and once they die, they fall into the ooze sinking beneath the surface, they have nothing left to lose bricks and stones hammer through bones twisted tourniquet knots tied to the tower at the top of which grows a single flower a bright color, a juxtaposition to the gloom almost a white wedding gown, yet there is no groom everything shatters in a dull gray powder the rumbling has grown ever louder the oppressive air, without warning, ceases and it's right back to how it used to be |