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And I finally want to be set free from the grip that’s holding me. See past all of my misdeeds. Let me finally be redeemed. Floating off of thoughts I’ve seen. Firsthand accounts of losing me. I want to finally be redeemed. Let me be redeemed.

How hard is it to really like me. Why am I not shaking this. Childish ignorance. Caused the hate and wrath I penned. Looking to be loved and cared. I let go of my respect and shared. Help me to finally see. I’m nothing like I used to be.

I don’t wanna cry about it. I just wanna talk it out. Processed my emotions. It feels more weird out loud. I beg the world for forgiveness. Although I didn’t consent. Mentally I had no permission. Let myself be used it’s so disgusting. Let a thousand eyes see vulnerable little me. I can’t hardly see my actions as something I would willing unpack. I want to learn to have forgiveness for myself back. Said to much but it’s a touch to a surface I can help.

I finally want the weights lifted off. I want to love myself. Slowly I’m getting my boat I’ll row it towards the Jordan. Starting up a new beginning. All in my accordance. Slowly coming back to my old wonderful new habits.

It’s a jump. It’s a go. How will I know when I’m happy again. I found my person. I’m learning. New lessons. I’m slowly letting go.
It’s a wrap. Running fast. From everything I know. Witness me. Get me back. Out of the protection. Coming to my new conclusion. Slowly getting there. Crystal clear.