Ingredients for grief

People say grief never leaves, it just changes and I didn't believe them.
Everything is temporary right?
Grief haunts

Grief sits, brews and waits for the perfect time to boil over

You think its gone until you find it spilling into your life again
After months you find yourself wishing and praying to a God you don't even believe in for them to come back.
For them to laugh with you again

You spend your time thinking about what they don't get to be here for you forget about what they were here for
Grief shows you love someone.
We often forget that we don't mourn what we didn't get to do, we mourn what we did do, and we mourn the loss
Life isn't about thinking about what you didn't get to do and neither is death.