Pain of the past

I was once a cutter, i did more than that but I cut. One time I was really close to cutting my vein, I could've been dead in 5 seconds.

If I had cut my vein but I didn't. My depression is really bad, I don't have my dad in life, he chose the party life over being father

and really doesn't care what happens to me. I was known well still am known as a "runaway". I've overdozed to heal my Pain in past.

I don't really have my mom because she's always working, So there goes our realtionship. My entire life I've been bullied I was too

skinny so I put on the weight so they bullied me and called me fat. Grade school at lunch food would get poured on me and food would

get shoved in my mouth and they say "Eat Piggy Piggy!" I never told anyone for reasons and if I wanted to back then, Nobody would

believe the short mixed girl, who lives in a small village filled with Rich,Stubborn, Know it all white people