An unhealthy relationship. |
There's something that kept me tied to you I'll admit I'm pathetic Finding you magnetic Alcohol and drugs is all we need Something stronger then weed Keep me from losing my mind I can't tell what day it is anymore or when we last fought everyday is bleeding into a mess in my thoughts What is this cage that I'm trapped in? Can I ever get out? Why am I on your leash? Will you let me out? Am I your dog? So why do you treat me like one? Holding on to me on a chain There's nowhere to run. You said let's kill ourselves together I didn't want to die You light me on fire and are surprised when I cry You watch me slowly lose my mind You made me pledge to you my very life Your holding my soul hostage and I can't fight I may be in your cage But you make me feel like I don't want to escape I refuse to even try to get away I wanted to be with the one I love and now he's only an angel I sacrificed myself for you Yet you won't call me a martyr I pledged my life worshiped at your feet And it wasn't enough So let's burn eachothers souls until there's nothing left You can smoke my soul as if it's a cigarette Destroy my very soul crush it up snort it like it's a drug I'm alive but my body's rotting I'm alive but it's crawling with maggots I'm alive but I don't know where my heart is Please make it all stop If I'm aways the one apologizing am I really in the wrong? If I'm the one making all the sacrifices how much longer can I be strong? If this is love then why am I in pain? If this is love then there is no gain You can burn your soul from the inside out denying yourself happiness Ignore your true soulmate until you lose Your chance Lose your wings Fall from grace No inoccence to embrace You can think that you're in love when it's really only pain |