Writer's
Note: Please read Invisible Threads--Prologue and Chapters One
through Five before reading this.
CHAPTER SIX
"It's heavy."
Cherie was sitting in Gary's lab on campus adjusting the copper
helmet on her head. It looked like a wicker ball. "And all those
sticky things hurt."
"The sensors have
to be directly against your skin. It hurts a little."
"One more time
because I'm a worrier... I'm not going to get electrocuted."
"The apparatus is
properly grounded. There is a switch right next to your left hand,
feel it?"
"Yes." She tried
to nod but the helmet held her fast.
"Turn it off and
then back on again."
She did.
"Good. That is the
emergency disconnect. If at any time you feel like you want to stop
the experiment for any reason, turn that switch off. You are in
complete control and can turn it off whenever you wish."
"Good."
"The monitor is in
front of you and is broken up into six screens. Five of them are
showing your head in real time from every direction. It's a little
disorienting at first. Can you see yourself and understand the points
of reference?"
She stuck her tongue
out and watched it come out of her face on four of the five screens,
"Got it."
"The sensors are
going to be measuring the magnetic field that your brain is
generating. On the monitor you will see colors forming around your
head. Red represents where magnetic fields are the strongest and Blue
to Purple where they are the weakest. If there is no color, then no
field is detected. The sixth screen will show magnitude numbers that
you won't care about."
Would he ever
shut up?
"I'm ready."
He turned on some
simple toggle switches and then began to slowly turn a knob. It
looked like a high school science fair project. There was a slight
humming as the power increased.
She watched a band
of color form on the screen looking like ear muffs running from above
her ears over the top of her head. It started purple and then changed
color to blue, then green, then yellow. Then colors began to form
around her forehead and in the back of her head. As they
strengthened, the earmuff colors changed back to blue. The color in
back was orange while the one in front was yellow orange.
Her mouth dropped
open. The colors on the screen represented the reality of everything
he had told her. "What am I seeing?"
"What you're
seeing is normal. While you were sitting in the chair, you were
focused on how much the helmet hurt so the pain center of your brain
was the most active. It is located kind of in the center of your
brain. When the monitor turned on, you began to focus your vision on
it which made the back of your brain get more active. Then you
started thinking and trying to figure out what you were seeing which
made the front of your brain get more active. What you should be
seeing now is the colors in the front of your head will start
breaking off and becoming much more diverse."
She watched as the
yellow orange changed into something that looked like a squat orange
tornado flying out of the middle of her forehead and coming up
through an area that radiated away from it in yellow, green, and then
blue with a very thin band of purple before hitting the colorless
edge.
"Good. Now I want
you to focus on one specific thought. A memory is usually easiest.
But it has to be very specific. Don't remember a party but remember
one solitary moment at the party that is frozen in your mind."
The tornado narrowed
and turned into a thin orange-red hourglass shape over her right eye.
A few other orange-to-yellow thin hourglasses appeared. They floated
in an area of yellow surrounded by thin bands of green, blue, and
purple. The color pattern stabilized. Gary pressed a button that took
a still shot of the image and marked the point on the video.
"Now think about
something totally different."
The earmuffs began
to form again.
"Yes, the helmet
hurts but try to focus on a different memory."
After a few minutes,
a new pattern had stabilized on the monitor. He again took a still
shot and marked the video.
"Okay, now return
to the first memory and focus on it as hard as you can."
The hourglass formed
over her right eye and the other portions of the pattern re-emerged.
It stabilized in the same pattern as before. Still shot and mark.
"That's it for
tonight," he said, twisting the knob.
The colors faded
from the screen. He loosened the hasps that held the helmet together
and then the straps from under her chin. She leaned forward to guide
her head carefully out of the construct. Her hair was sweaty and
matted down.
He handed her a
paper towel. "You may want to wipe your face."
"Do I look as bad
as I think I do?"
"Pretty much."
"I'm headed to
the bathroom."
She left and he took
the time to print out the still shots. He took them over to a light
table and overlaid the first and third which should match. They were
nearly identical which demonstrated that she had excellent control of
her thought processes.
She had crept up
behind his right ear. "Your turn!"
He jumped, leaving a
row of h's across the screen. He pressed the "delete" key to
erase them. "My turn?"
"To wear the
helmet and do your thing."
"I don't need
the helmet to do my thing."
"But I need it to
see the all the colors."
It was a reasonable
request, so he put on the helmet quickly, flipped the switch, and
began turning the dial. The earmuffs briefly formed and changed into
the red patterns in front and to the rear of his head. "Step in
front of me and hold out your hand where I can see it."
She had to maneuver
over some electrical conduit running from a panelboard on the wall to
the stand, that supported the cables serving the helmet.
"See that dry
erase marker at the white board?"
"Yes."
"I will move that
to your hand."
"Great. I'm
ready when you are."
He focused on his
trigger memory and the universe of threads formed around him. Her
image was relatively clear through the threads, and she spoke: "Your
patterns seem to have settled down now." Her voice sounded like he
was hearing her through a cheap hotel room wall.
"Right. Now I'll
move the marker."
She nodded. He found
a thread connecting the marker with her hand. But then he noticed a
movement in the background. He stopped working the thread and focused
on the area. But it wouldn't come into focus. Suddenly, he was
afraid. Not afraid... but terrified. Yet, there was no reason. He
forced himself not to get up and run..
Taking panting deep
breaths to try and remain calm, he looked up at Cherie. "Look over
your left shoulder. Do you see anything odd over near the door?"
She turned around.
"No. Is something wrong? Your color pattern is changing."
The weird area faded
out and the area near the door filled again with threads. Gary's
fear dissipated as quickly as it had arisen. He took one more long,
deep breath and then breathed out. "Not wrong. Just odd. The
patterns are changing due to my being... distracted."
He refocused on the
present experiment. "Keep your hand up."
He snapped the
thread taught, collapsed the universe, moved the marker into her
hand, and released the universe. She clutched it as soon as it
appeared. The demonstration was over.
He quickly got out
of the helmet and walked over to the area near the door. Cherie
followed him. "What are you looking for?"
"I'm just
looking. Seeing what's here."
"Nothing is here."
He talked under his
breath: "What is different about this area from the rest of the
room?"
He was talking to
himself but she answered anyway: "It isn't full of stuff?"
He popped out of his
revery. "Give me a few minutes to log the results and then we can
head out."
"And rehearse."
Gary acquiesced,
"Right. And rehearse."
"And get ready to
talk with your faculty advisor, Dr. Lecki, tomorrow."
He had forgotten
about that. "Oh shit."
***
Lacy knew that
working around the clock would drive her to burnout, but burning out
beat losing this job.
It was after
midnight, and she was watching videos of Gary Richardson and Jim
Harriman. Harriman was slick, polished, and attractive. And his
tricks were great. She had no idea how they were done. Previously,
they seemed to be... well, magic.
But Richardson's
statement that illusionists must always at some point control the
object of the illusion had changed how she viewed it. Harriman always
controlled either the object itself or the area around the object.
So, she started slowing down the speed of the videos right at the
moment when he made contact. She would zoom in and then go frame by
frame. She could not always see exactly how the trick was done but
she could see that something had happened.
Richardson, however,
had just stood on the stage and instructed the judges. She zoomed in
on Bob Standifer's hands when they were closed around the card and
could see a tiny bit of the corner of the card visible between his
forefingers. She clicked through the frames. One frame it was there
and the next it was gone. Nothing else moved or shifted around his
hands. Each judge held their hands up as the card moved between them
and there were at least two camera shots of each. She went through
them all.
And then she watched
Richardson on stage. He appeared calmer when he was performing the
trick than when he was speaking. His eyes looked slightly glazed
during the tricks but she had to look closely to see it. When he had
been declared a frontrunner, they had done a video search of the
different uploads from the waiting rooms and backstage areas and
compiled all of the videos and video fragments of him into a folder
on the show's sharepoint. She looked through them all.
She had made it a
priority to learn all of the intern's names but she only vaguely
knew Cherie Chandler. The Phase 3 interview was odd. Everything was
there that was supposed to be there, but the interaction had
something else. She took a few minutes and downloaded some of
Chandler's other interviews.
One of the things
that made the interview unusual was Chandler's use of sarcasm.
Although sarcasm seemed to be a part of her personality, she had
treated Richardson somehow differently, as if she were already
seeming to coach him. Was it planned collusion? That made no sense.
Collusion with a first-year intern provided no advantage. Chandler
seemed to see something in him. His Phase 4 had been a disaster but
then the miracle happened, and he had put on an act that jumped him
from one-shot fodder to frontrunner.
Her mind replayed
what she had just thought. Then
the miracle happened...
Her next thought was
a memory of Richardson speaking on stage. Magic
is real...
Suddenly, Lacy
wasn't alone. She could sense it. Her breath caught in her throat
as her head jerked around the room. Terror was mounting and
overloading her nervous system but nothing was there. Feeling like a
child, she leaned over the edge of the bed and lowered her head until
she could see beneath it. Nothing.
Forcing herself out
of the perceived safety of her thick covers, she slipped quietly
across the still bedroom and threw open the closet door. Again
nothing. The room was empty. But it wasn't. She just knew it.
Stopping to listen,
she tried to figure out what had caused the sudden reaction. Maybe
she had heard something in the other room. Probably just one of her
roommates either coming home, or maybe getting something from the
fridge. Her mind suddenly translated her room as a trap and the fear
intensified.
"Must be my
anxiety creeping up on me," she spoke aloud to the empty room.
Nothing answered.
Mustering her
courage, she opened the door to find the living room area and kitchen
empty. Three steps down the hall and she confirmed that the bathroom
was as well.
She knocked on her
roommate's door. "Hey Evelyn?"
The voice came from
behind the closed door: "Yeah"
"You okay?"
"I'm fine. Why?"
"Nothing. You
maybe want to watch a movie or something?"
"No. I'm in for
the night. Thanks though."
"No problem. Good
night."
The brief
conversation calmed Lacy and she returned to her room. The fear
intensified again. It was worse in what should have been the
sanctuary of her bedroom. That ticked her off.
She sat on the bed
and tried deep breathing. It didn't help. Then she realized what
she wanted to do next and laughed at herself.
She spoke again into
the emptiness. "Old training dies hard."
She opened the
drawer in her nightstand and had to pull out a wad of tissues before
she unearthed the small Bible that her parents had given her. She
held it in both hands and did some more deep breathing.
No change.
She then did
something her grandmother used to do. She opened it, stuck her finger
on a random page and then read:
And these are the
names of the men who shall assist you. From Reuben, Elizur the son of
Shedeur; from Simeon, Shelumiel the son of Zurishaddai; from Judah,
Nahshon the son of Amminadab; from Issachar,...
She stopped reading
and laughed to herself. "That was amazingly unhelpful."
The fear remained.
She sat in her bed and continued the deep breathing until, just as
quickly as it had appeared, it vanished.
She was pushing
herself too hard. She put the Bible back in the nightstand with a
mental note to tell her mother that she had read it. That would be
good for some brownie points. Then she closed out all work on her
computer and opened up the latest streaming service and watched some
of the latest hot shows. They were a lot like all of the previous hot
shows.
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