The fool

my brain has become my enemy

the endless thought of you forever clouding me

but I don't want it to go away

the memories are all I have left

the giggles and stupid nights

staying up til 5 am feeling alive

now when it gets late I am just reminded of you

It felt real

yet you left

I gave you everything and I can't seem to forget it

I put my heart on a silver platter

allowing you to have full control to ruin me

ruin me you did

a way no one else was able to

a way no one else was allowed to

part of me wants to believe you

that it didn't go to plan

that you could see us again

yet I have to remind myself

you could have just played a game

an easy score

maybe I am wrong for feeding into it

but you still are stuck in my brain

maybe I am just the fool after all