Confused in Love

With permission of the pen
every day,
several miles away,
i hug him tightly
In this chest. My heart loves him here,
But my heart wants him gone. So confused but so in love,
When I look at the stars above my head,
let's remember what we had
and what could have been
when we fell in love
And how much friends we were. He was like family to me,
I trusted him with all my heart,
But out of a million
he smashed it. When I asked him to give me another chance,
To get it right,
but he rejected me
And say goodnight. Now, these tears stay here,
running down my face,
I wonder why he rejects me,
And now we're not talking anymore. That's really true,
why do i still love you?