Trying

You told me you no longer love me
I didn't see it coming
I have been trying so hard to be better for you
But it didn't matter

You're already seeing someone new
And I promise I want to be happy for you
But I'm not
I don't get how you could've ever really liked me if you like her

I've lost what little self esteem I had
I can't stop crying
You don't even bat an eye
I am not a loss to you

You gave up on me
So I will too
Trying has clearly gotten me nowhere
I hope I die before I'm nothing to you