On Forgiveness

spent to much time on regrets and sad outcomes in my life. Spent vast amount of time--the only thing that matters, on sex, drugs and tv, and a relatively loveless, though respectful marriage. Children came and I couldn't leave them though my own parents were gone--car accident, when I was seven. I nearly drowned keeping them above water. They know nothing about those trials (daily) and I think have grown up to be caring , loving, adults.