Losing Myself

As I struggle on
I stop and remember u are gone
As I struggle on
I try to remember the good times we had
That way I won't be so sad
As I struggle on
I remember the beautiful life we had
and that one day I will see you once again
As I struggle on
I grow more tired
Tired of keeping it all together
when all I want to do is fall apart
As I struggle on
The lonely days get so much longer
and the nights, so much colder
As I struggle on
I have lost myself in constant thoughts of u
Begging and pleading for u to come home
As I struggle on
I must learn to accept that your wings were ready
but my heart was not
Losing u has been the hardest struggle of my life


A poem for the broken hearted