"A Gut Feeling"

My body begins to wither in pain .
I don't have a plan .
I'm not sure what to do .
Some people say to trust your gut, however my gut has betrayed me too many times .
Perhaps it is mad at me for losing my faith in it's wisdom .
Perhaps this is why I'm in so much pain, but I know that it's not .
This pain comes from a place below the gut but above it as well .
It's a pain that surrounds me like an aura .
Since I don't have a plan and I'm not sure what to do, I don't see this pain going away.
My gut feeling tells me that this pain has come to stay, but what does it know anyway?
I remember trusting it's wisdom before, and in return it abandoned me.
I felt so betrayed.
I think it is time that I led it astray.

--dG