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Raw emotion after a video call at 2:30 pm. I'm hoping to reform it into a song later. |
I've been an advocate to protect your love now I'm telling you she's so perfect it hurts me inside when saying that on the video call like I could just burst into tears right there I guess I hoped you'll realize that we liked each other and come back running to me to say it and I'd act all shy and shocked to see you but you said this isn't for our age and you never took it serious I blame myself. what would've happened if I actually told you about my feelings? would you have stayed? or am I doing this to blame the failure on something? I mean, she's really perfect. I can't argue but when I couldn't even see you talking to an ugly girl, why am I pushing you to make a move on the beautiful one? deep down you know I'm blushing about your naughtiness that 2 minutes we talk about when our friends are busy is the reason why I waste talking 3 hours to them. don't get me wrong. I love my friends. But I love you more killing me is not the word I can use for the pain I have while saying she's a touch of refreshment is there something more painful than death? and no, I didn't join that high school because you were there but when I knew it, I couldn't stop myself wondering if you like me at all I spent that night listening to ts sad songs hoping her songs could match my feelings but I realized no can one express what I feel so, I wrote one myself. it's just that if I see or talk to you, I'll fall for you So, I should ghost you |