From Teens To Tweens

It's hard to keep silent. It's even hard to express. And harder when you yourself don't know about how you feel. You have gone through so much in life and so much you have seen.

It's a capability of mine to keep myself merry even if there are storms raising inside. I know I am careless. I know my faults, my mistakes, my lows. But I don't have guts to fight them back. I really try hard to keep myself stable...myself calm but I have an ocean of emotions flowing constantly in my heart.
I exactly don't know the difference between right or wrong.