Getting To Know Me

I will be 55 years old and trying to figure what I want in life is difficult somewhat now. I am Currently a Dishwasher writing to to figure out His Enjoyment in life. The Emptiness inside Him Seems to Cause Problems for Him Amongst Family and Friends. The want Me In A Better Place For Starts and I Agree with That Completely.But It seems His Heart Is Clogging His Mind Also With The issue of Women Apparently. I am Going To Expose Me A Little Bit With This Issue To the Public. A Bleeding Heart I am Times and A Babbler To Go With It Also. I will explain Me For a Short. I have been Divorced for 17 years now and have nor been in A Real Relationship since. With This Pandemic It Doesn't Help This Matter. I Seek Attention In the Wrong Direction At Times. I Would Ever Like To Be Happy In A Relationship Once Again. For a Person Not Really Happy With Looks But Happy In the Heart. This Person is Very Vulnerable to Things. I Am Putting Myself Out Here I Really Am. But To Disappoint Oneself towards People Is Sad I Feel. These Days All I Want is Appreciation and Help From Anybody Who Will Help Me. If I Could Win A Bunch Of Money And Go Away, I Would Really Love That. Let Me Las Vegas Once Like That Once. The Cat House would be a Place I would Go. But for Now I am Stuck in Louisville,KY until I ever Move sometime. In My Past I was A Certified Nursing Assistant, Enjoyed That I Did. People Contact was Great. I Enjoy Talking to People and Helping You Along the Way. For Now To Do Something Different, I Figured Culinary Would Be A Good Thing To Do For Me Towards My Retirement. I am not Going out getting Lucky to Get No $20 An Hour Job These Days. I Enjoy Writing Very Because It Helps Me Feel Good About Me. I would Love Ever To Some of My Writings Go Somewhere To Be Known Better. Its Dream I would I like to see Happen One Day. I Have A Miserable Background That I have Written Somewhere Else For the Moment That Other People Have Commented On. Would Like To share With Public Better Some Day. A Really Nice Guy Here Seeking Happiness and Security In Life. Just Tired of What I am Now For the Most Part. Working To A Better Place To Live and Be Happy The Rest of the Way. To Conversate With A Mother who is Frail at Times and Hard To Understand, Just Want to Tell Her You Love Her and Don't Disappoint Her. I Wish I Was Happier In Life At This Moment. To Those Wish To Get Know Me And Appreciate Me Somewhat You Won't Regret I Feel. For Living In A City Where Breanna Taylor was An Innocent Victim And Being Exposed World Wide. She Has The Attention Of A Lot of People. Just Mentioning This In Passing Because Also People Will Really Hi Now To A Degree, I Come From the Twin Cities where George Floyd Died Also. I Am A Unique and Fun Person. Just trying To Enjoy and Survive A Birthday Thank You All