A jumble of thoughts. |
The difference with him Is when he hits her He always apologises Even in just a murmer Hes always so sorry And he wishes he could control it But his anger has always haunted him He couldn’t control the fits Of pure rage. He was sorry she was hurt But her actions always were The reasons for his bursts And maybe if she didn’t Laugh so annoyingly over dinner Or wear that short dress to work Then it wouldn’t have been her That was hit. And she hugs him after Apologises for the fight Buys him ice-cream and hopes It will all be alright And he won’t leave her With their baby All alone in the world They needed him right now She didn’t want their little family to fold. But she admits that If it were not her But her daughter, she would tell her That these actions were Not ones of love. But of contempt and spite And that black eyes hurt far more Then the leaving fight When she’d pack her bags For the very last time And he’d cry and promise That this was that sign He needed, to know to get help And he would go But not today Or tomorrow, or for years, as it might show To be the case. But he’s different. |