Broken

You awaken me with the biggest kiss a Mommy has ever had, so I rub my eyes to have a clear view of you. Oh, those dimples! Who knew I would finally meet the man of my dreams? He just happens my little boy.
If only you could stay. The invetible will happen and i willI wake up, again. I am honestly, living in my worse nightmare. You are not with me to watch you grow. It breaks my heart that I broke my promise to you. My promise that I would always be here for you. I hope someday you can forgive me.

I miss you, my boogie bear. I can't wait to see you again but it won't be until you are 18. It's not fair to you, I know. I'm already missing EVERYTHING and you're only 7 years old.

Please remember me..... Never say goodbye, I'll be seeing you...