Once i loved someone

You walked away and all I did was watch you, because no matter how hard I tried to make you stay , you still left. My tears still roll down while reading our old conversations . The way you made me feel special was a good feeling then but leaves my eyes full of tears now. I still remember expressing our feelings ( or maybe i was the only one ) through lyrics of some songs. I poured my heart to you and for expressing my feelings i did everything i could do. Those memories of drunk texting you still make me cry but the only thing that has changed is the tears that roll down my cheeks are now full of guilt and anger instead of the feeling of missing you. Everything changed becuase i loved you or maybe i still love you. You were never meant to be in my perfect love story but i hope that this wasnt true!