In the dirt

How do you hide so well?
How do you smile when your eyes tell a different story.

You yearn to belong so you smile
To draw in and draw away from the fireballs that are tossing around in your heart..

She smiles when you know shes hurt
she smiles so heavenly when she knows shes in the dirtj

Its the first line of defense
On my face, a smile, so hence
I am happy right? Am I not?
Why do I say random things alot?

Wipe that smile off girl for your eyes tell it all
A fronw is what belongs there on a face meaningless and small
Do you even know at all?

Your emotions are mixed up
The smile doesnt match up

With the pain and hurt in those eyes, that peak into your soul
the smile, it does not hide that empty gaping hole

that you carry within your heart
as you try to play the part, of
happy lady happy smile

Its not believable all the while
Its almost vile your denial
Your demise is certain you
reckless infantile

Move your gaze down to the ground
As in the dirt is where you're found

Now do it right, set the pace
look afraid thats truly your case

In your heart there is a hole and in your soul called space

You want to be happy but thats not what you deserve
You're a swine, you know it well
You'll fuck it up and that's absurd

Its what you do lately
why do you smile so dainty
joy in your soul, there cant be


You are hurt you are hurt
You are ugly you are dirt