Blank!

          Life! what is to know or learn about? What makes you so eager to not give up or keep going? Mentally blank is what I call my ID. It makes me do things and think of things in a different aspect. Make me wonder, Why I am here, why I am tall with short black hair, glowing skin and many scars scattered all over my body.
The struggle is a word many uses to describe the hurt they have endured, the pain they have embodied and cried on. Blank I say is something that's inside of me, that make me realize I have an ego and a superego that battles for good or evil. Blank, I say because sometimes that ID is my mental breakdown or my suicidal thoughts that buried beneath me.

         Sometimes is hard to deal with life on a whole. MY superego balances me out when my ID is drained and vulnerable. I write because it makes me feel free and heard and loved by self but not many. I cry to heal and to heal what was broken inside of me. Blank, I say because I'm thinking about the past more than the future; Future I say because coming out of my comfort zone took me two years of probation and finishing with a dismissed legal circumstances.

TO BE CONTINUED!