First Year (Boy/Gay Ver.)

The boy looks at me with curiosity. I give him a questioning glare. He finally looks away.

"Hey. You can sit with me and my friends today at lunch. If you want obviously," the boy tells me.

I nod. I guess I could use some friends. It would make me forget about my depressing past for a while.

*In past*

"Mother..." I hesitate. She is going to kill me. My father all ready left us. He cheated on my mother with his boss. My father was gay.
"I like boys... And girls! But mostly boys..." I say.

She looks at me in silence. Her face turns from confused to angry.

"You are not going to be like your father! I'm taking you out of that school!!" she screams as loud as she can.

I try to run away. She grabs me and pushes me to the floor. "NO!" she screams in my face. She hits me and scratches me. She pulls out a knife and starts to cut me.

*Present*

A tear rolls down my cheek. I quickly wipe it away. The bell rings. The boy gets up, grabs my hand, and drags me to the lunch room.

"What is with this boy," I mutter. Like damn, I barely knew him.

"There are my friends," he says pointing to a table full of boys. They were all very cute. And hot... The boy ran to the lunch line.
I walk to the table. Six friendly faces filled with food looks up at me.

"That boy over there told me to sit with you guys," I say and point to the weird boy. They nod an okay. I sit next to a dark clothed boy.

"Hello. What's your name?" he asks. "Tell us something about yourself."

"Well... Umm.." I begin. "My name is Y/N. And I'm gay..."

"Cool. Nice name by the way," he says. I blush a little. I try to cover my face but they already saw.

"So either you really are gay or you don't get compliments that often?" he asks.

"Both..." I mumble. Damn, why did I tell them.

"Well anyway... That weird one," he points to the returning boy. "Is Taehyung." He begins to point around the table.

"That is Namjoon. That is Jungkook. That is Hoseok, but call him Hope if you want. That is Jimin. That is Seokjin, but call him Jin. And I'm Yoongi," he says faster than any rapper I know.

"Are you a rapper?" I ask him. He nods. "Cool!" I say. He smiles.

"So, Y/N, where are you staying?" Jin asks. "Uhh..." I begin. "In a dorm. I don't know which one though..." I laugh a little.

"I hope I can stay with you~~~" they all say in harmony. Everyone, including me, laughs. Jin looks at me.

"Are you really gay?" Jin asks me. I nod. "Do you need me to prove it?" I asks while laughing. He nods. Damn it!

I wink at Jin as I stand up. I walk around the table to him and back hug him.
Taehyung's mouth practically fell to the floor.

"Boi! We can all act. Prove that you are gay!" Namjoon growls. "Ugh... Fine!!" I complain. I kiss the top of Jin's head.

He starts blushing like crazy. Jungkook slams his hands on the table.

This action only makes me cling to Jin and look like a begging puppy. "Sorry..." I whisper into his right ear.

The bell rings. I jump up. Jin starts acting uncomfortable and crosses his legs. I lean down next to him.

"Really... Did I excite you that much?" I whisper in his ear. "S-shut up!" he whisper-yells. I bite my lip.

"I really hope to share a dorm with you. Maybe I could help that little...problem of yours," I whisper seductively. It gets to the point where Jin literally has to put his jacket over his crotch so nobody sees it.

I laugh and look up. Everyone else is filtering out of the lunch room. "We are skipping class today mister..." I whisper. I smirk, thinking about all the things we could do.

Jin is a blushing mess. He looks up at me. "W-why would you do this to me?" he asks shyly. I laugh. I sit on his lap and can feel his hard member.

"Because I want you..." I whisper seductively. "S-stop! P-p-please Y/N!" Jin practically moans. "I want to hear that again," I whisper.

He moans for me again. "Please stop-p Y-Y/N!" I smirk and stand up. "Why are y-you leav-ving?" Jin complains. I shake my head.
"I'm not.." I whisper.

I sit on the seat next to him. I pull him close to me. "Come on baby... I know you want me." I whisper. He nods. I pull him into a private bathroom and lock the door.

I push him against the wall. I crash my lips on his. He moans into the kiss. I press my body against his. "YYYY/NNN!" Jin moans loudly.

"I. Want. You. Y/FN. Y/LN. How do I stop this feeling?" Jin moans between the kisses.

"Just let me do that part baby..." I whisper softly.

I unbutton his pants and slide them down. I trail my hand up his thigh. Jin moans at my touch. I brush my hand over his boxers on "accident." He bites his lip.

I pull down his boxers to reveal his erect member. I place my hand on it and move up and down slowly. "YYY/N!!!" he moans. I kiss him and pump faster.

His moans become faster and louder, letting me know he is closer to cumming. I stop to tease him. "W-why...?" Jin asks. I kiss him before he can finish the question. I start to pump him more.

He cums finally. I lick the sweet liquid off my hand.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Y-Y/N... I want to see you. So bad.." Jin whispers.I slid my shirt off revealing my various scars. Jin's eyes went wide. "H-how did you get those?" he says and places his hand on my chest.

"My mother..." I whisper. I slide down to the floor and start to cry. After putting his clothes on, he sits next to me. He hugs me.

"I'm sorry.." Jin whispers after I tell him everything that happened. "I love you..." I reply. I kiss him again. "I love you too," Jin whispers. "Will you date me?"

I stare at him and blush. I nod. He hugs and kisses me. "Come on Y/N. Let's go. We get to see who we get to share a dorm with now.." he whispers and wipes my tears.

He helps me up. I put on my shirt and unlock the bathroom door. He kisses me one last time. We walk to the gym.

We get there just in time. "Y/N! You will stay with..." the principal calls out. "Jin!" I hug him tightly.

We walk to our dorm. There is only one bed. "Perfect~~~" I think. I sit on the bed. Jin locks the door.

He sits on my lap. "Your beautiful, you know..." he whispers in my ear. I bite my lip. "You are, too..." I complain. He starts to lift up my shirt.

"J-jin..." I mumble. He moans quietly when he hears me say his name. I smirk. I quickly pin him to the bed and attack his lips. We pull back, panting.

He pulls on my waist. I become even closer. I moan for him. He kisses me passionately.
I let him get on top of me.

He kisses my neck untill he finds my sweet spot. He sucks on it, leaving a hickey. "J-jin.." I moan.

I can feel myself get hard. Jin is making it difficult for me. He snakes his hand down to my crotch and lightly strokes the growing erection.

"I want you..." Jin whispers seductively. I pull him closer to me. "Then you can have me.." I moan. I press against him. Jin kisses me deeply.

He slowly takes off my pants. He runs his hand up my thigh. "Jiinnn!" I moan loudly. He slowly pulls down my boxers.

He kisses me. Kisses me all the way down. He puts it in his mouth and moves up and down slowly. I moan and bite my lip. He does it faster.

"Jiiinnnnnn!" I moan-yell. I cum in his mouth. He swallows it. "You taste good Y/N," he whispers. I blush. He laughs and lays next to me.

"I love you. I love you so fucking much..." Jin whispers in my ear. "I love you, too..." I whisper back. I cuddle up next to him.

"Tomorrow is Saturday, right?" I ask him. He nods. I smile to myself. We fall asleep holding each other.

*In Dream*

I'm being chased down an endless loop of love. If I stop I will die, but if I don't stop I will die. It's just what love is like.

The masked killer finally reaches me. He stabs my heart and it falls into a million pieces. I try to collect them. Soon the floor gives out, and me and broken heart drift to the nonexistent end.

It's just what love is like.
~~~~~~~
I wake up and Jin is cooking me breakfast. I get up and go back hug him. "I love you," I say to him. He smiles.

"I love you, too Y/N," Jin whispers. I kiss his neck. He turns around. He crashes his lips on mine. "Babyy~~" I say softly.

He mumbles something and blushes. "I'm going to go take a shower," I whisper sweetly. He nods.

I head to the washroom. The water felt good after all the dreams last night. I hear the door open. "Jin?" I ask.

He strips for me. He gets in the shower and pulls me into a kiss. "Touch me..." Jin sweetly growls. I run my hand down his stomach. "Why?" I ask.

" Because I'm yours," he laughs. I push him against the wall. "We're going to do something different..." I whisper with a sexy voice.

"You can do anything Y/N..." he says and stares into my eyes. I smirk and bite my lip. I press my body against his. I move my hips.

Jin moans. "Let me make love to you..." he says. I nod. "H-hurt me Jin." I whisper in his ear. He lifts me up and pushes inside me. I moan loudly.

His thrusts get faster. And harder. We moan together. "Do it for me... Daddy!" Jin yells. We finish at the same time. He pulls out of me slowly.

"I love you!" I yell and hug him. He blushes. I push him against the wall again. "I love you so fucking much... I fall for you constantly," I whisper and chuckle.

His face is a bright shade of red. I kiss him passionately. He kisses me back. He nuzzles into my neck.

I turn off the water and get each of us a towel. We dry off and go eat breakfast. "It's really good Jin. Your a good cook!" I mumble. He blushes. "T-thank you..." he stutters.

~~~

We sit on the couch to watch a movie. We are going to watch something scary. Jin moves closer to me. I hug him tightly.

"I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight," he whispers and winks. I wink back and kiss his nose. He blushes.

I ruffle his hair. "Your so adorable," I say to him. "I know..." he says in a cute voice. I kiss his nose again.He smiles sweetly.

I cuddle with Jin after the movie ends. "I love you, Y/N," Jin whispers. "I love you, too Jin," I whisper back. He nuzzles my neck. "Do you want to listen to music?" I ask quietly. "Only if we dance..." he replies. I nod.

He puts on random pop songs. We dance, lip sing, and laugh. The night comes to an end. I don't want to sleep, but Jin already is sleeping so... "Goodnight my love," I whisper softly and kiss his head. I fall asleep next to him.
~~~~~~~~~
I wake up and slide out of bed. I need to get money somehow, so I'm going to get a job. I look through random ads. I see one for a local cafe. "Oh hell yes," I whisper to myself. I apply for it and look for more.

~~~

Three hours later, I get a call. "Hello?" the other person says. "You got the job at the {Insert Name} Cafe. You start tomorrow at 5," "Thank you! Thank you for hiring me~~ I will be there tomorrow," I say happily. The other laughs. "Goodbye. I look forward to you working here," they say. "Goodbye~~~" I say.

"OH FUCK YES!!! I GOT IT! I GOT THE FUCKING JOB! HELL YEAH!" I scream. It wakes Jin up. "Why the hell are you yelling?" Jin asks. "I got a job!" I yell. He smiles. "Yay!" he says and jumps up. He hugs me tightly. I kiss him.

~~~

We lay in bed. I ruffle his hair. He kisses my nose. "Guess what?" I say. "What?" Jin replies. "I love you~~~" I sing. He stares at me. "You're such a good singer!! And I love you too," he says. "You're a good singer, too," I mumble. He laughs and fake sings."I wIlL lOVee YYouU FooREvveERr~~"

I hit him with a pillow, get out of bed, and run away. "Come back here!" Jin yells. He gets up and chases me. He hits me with a pillow. I scream like a girl. I run to the washroom and lock the door.

Lock the door when Jin gets in. He dropped the pillow outside the room. He kisses me. I kiss back and jump in his arms. He puts me down. "Nonono," he whispers. "Not today."