The Demon That Whispers

My sweet escape
Why do you stay?
The urge to call you again
The urge to feel you on my skin
Your grasp on my neck
Your taste in my throat
The burning in my gut
I miss you so

They told me to leave you alone
That was many years ago
I fell in love twice since
But you've been calling
I hear you, my first desire
I'm falling in love again
I know how you get jealous

Tonight you're yelling at me
I hear it over the white noise of the fan
I hear it over the TV on the lowest setting
I hear it over her small snores that terrify me
You yell so loudly it's giving me a headache

You know how much I think of you
I can't take the risk to let our love show
I try so hard to hate you, please leave me alone