Fears

Every night I close my eyes trying to forget the pain that follows me around like a lost puppy. Every morning I wake up to that lost puppy finding its way back to me, and every evening I try to amuse myself with millions of distraction throughout the day, but nothing seems to work. Nothing will ever ease the pain that burdens my heart. Nothing will ever rewind the moments that made me feel happy at one point in my life. Nothing will ever let me let him go. I close my eyes there he is. I open my eyes and there he used to be. I try to let him go, but nothing seems to work. I want to let him go, but I'm afraid that one day he might realize that I'm the one for him, and by then it will be too late...