Love Me Or Hate Me

Love me or hate me
Which is it?
It clearly can’t be both
Or can it?
Do you really care about my feelings?
Or did you just say that for show?
You say I’m your #1
Yet you don’t show it.
You say “Lest us be together, for thee is thy golden flower”
And I, beautiful, noble, and naive angel, fall towards your arms
But when I wait for your catch, I hit the ground
I go through, straight to Hell
This bright beautiful angel that came from the heavens
Is now jaded in darkness

I cry out “Why? Wherefore art thou, mi amor?”
I wait for your response
…..
Nothing
I cry out again
…..
Still nothing
I sit surrounded by Hell’s fires
Burning to ashes

I awake on the ground above
Dazed and confused, I sit up
I look at my skin and dress
This angel is now white and covered in black
I let out a scream that sends a shockwave throughout the world
I am now standing, ready for vengeance
You killed me
Now it’s my turn
Prepare for the pain and agony that awaits you
It is clear to me….
That hate is the only thing in your veins
I am no longer locked in chains….
The chains of love
That beautiful angel you once knew
……
Is now the queen of darkness
The darkest angel alive
…..
Thy prophecy is now fulfilled
All that’s left is
…..
to destroy the ones that did this to me
Be ready
Because I’m coming for you ALL

Serena Martin
November 16, 2017